His Words...

In His service...

Through His words...
I think a lot...
I think hard...
I try to rack my brains... To figure out this life...
"No answer!!" is always the answer..

I guess its because I tried to figure out this life using the the wrong stencil.
I tried to figure out something I could not understand.. Something I did not create. I am only a part of this world. It has its Maker. He understands it better than I do.

So I have decided to stop. I have decided to let it loose for a while.
Just let go and let the Master handle it. After all, He has the master plan. All He needs is just my obedience. 

Plus, its not a mystery because His will is spelt in His Words. Not all at once but bit by bit.

So, in His service, I will study His Word. Bit by bit until His entire will is defined for me... Which is never ending because the more I serve Him the more work He gives me... 

Which is fine because the more I serve Him the more I feel fulfilled.

So, let me look to the Word... All in His service. 

It all starts in His Word..

This is Serenity...

Love in bits and pieces....

***disclaimer: I edited the lyrics because it resonated so deeply on my life....***

And all I remember is his back...
Walking towards the airport leaving us all in his past...
I traveled 1500 miles to see him...
Begged him to want me, but he didn't want to...

But piece by piece You collected me
Up from the ground where he abandoned me..
And piece by piece you filled the holes that he burned in me for six years on...
You never walk away..
You never ask for money...
You take care of me...
You love me..
Piece by piece You restored my faith that a man can be kind and a Father could stay....

And all of his words fall flat...
I made something of myself and now he wanna come back...
But his love, it isn't free.. It has to be earned....
Back then I didn't have anything he needed so I was worthless...

But piece by piece You collected me
Up from the ground where he abandoned me..
And piece by piece you filled the holes that he burned in me for six years on...
You never walk away..
You never ask for money...
You take care of me...
Because You love me..
Piece by piece you restored my faith that a man can be kind and a Father could stay....

Piece by piece...

Well, piece by piece You fall far from the rest...
You will never leave me like he left me...
I will never have to wonder my worth because unlike him You're gonna put me first...
You'll never walk away...
You'll never break my heart...
You'll take care of things...
You'll love me...
Piece by piece You restored my faith that a man can be kind and a Father should be great...

Piece by piece...

this is Serenity!!